Thursday, July 1, 2010

Blog Title...

I read my blog title and just stare at it for a moment or two. I thought about me in the past and the present. I could not see much difference of it... except physically. (Sighh...)

My life has not improved I guess or I suppose I have not taken any steps to change myself....

I tried to see the me in the future..... but it is blur. Well, we are not suppose to look into the future because it is a mystery that we are suppose to find out ourselves.

I wonder, when will it be the time for me to change, but the problem is that, I don't even see a problem in me that I have to change except for several attitudes like towards my education and also my parents.

For things that my friend have said, I do really can't find the cause of it or when I ever do anything sort of like it or whatever that she puts it. Or maybe it is like what she told me last time, that I am in a denial and do not want to see it myself and just decided to blind myself from it?

Well, if the things she said is true, I do wish I can do something about it, but how I just need to figure that part out.......

As for now, my food in facebook is done and I need to sleep to continue cleaning my room and hopefully done packing by the end of the week.... (more sigh)....

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