You Could Be....

You could be somewhere up there;
You could be somewhere beside me.
I wouldn't know,
I wouldn't see.

Never a chance will I get to see you;
Never a chance will I get to talk to you;
Never a chance will I get to see you smile;
Never a chance will I get to hear you laugh.

The times and ways of me treating you,
The images are clear.
The times and days of our happiness together.
The images are blur.

The only dream I have of you,
Were the one showing me what I have done.
The only thing I wish for,
Are for you to be back.

I say this now,
Late and unheard by you,
I am truly sorry for all the things I have done.

I say this now,
Late and unheard by you.
That I miss and love you most.

You are up there somewhere;
You are around me somewhere;
I hope you are;I wish you are.

I do not hope for forgiveness,
I do not hope for any good in return until the end of my life,
I just hope that you are doing great,
I just hope that you have someone way better than me in your next life.

The thing I wished for most,
Is for you to hear,
What I want to say and
It will be things that will never reach you.